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Keep trying TRying TRRRRRYING!!!!
I am going to make it MAke It MAKEEEE IT!!!!

Drinking solo

It's raining tonight.. I've just finished 2 bottles of Hoegaarden.. I bought 4 bottles of Hoegaarden only for 5 pounds.. Isn't that amazingly cheap? LOL.. Let's see if I can finish them in just one night..

Stranger Again?!

Recently, I saw a video called 'Stranger again' on facebook. It was showing that most couples will break up eventually after honey moon years and ended up become stranger again. Do you believe that?

There are people who has the thinking of 'nobody knows what will happen in the future' and based on this statement - they are hesitating to share their promise with the one they loved which is pitiful. And yet, after breaking up, they want to start a new relationship with another person because they thought that that is the best way to get rid of the past. Do you have the same thought like them?

Food for thought.

Life in Birmingham

Hmmm.. I have been staying in Birmingham, UK for exactly a week.. I want to share some of my life details in Birmingham.

Every morning I walk to work with my Ipod and it takes about 30mins to reach my workplace.. I am trying to get used to the walking distance because I need to carry a backpack which having my laptop and charger inside, also I am wearing a couple of layers because of the cold weather.. So I need extra strength for that.. =) However, even if the weather is cold but after 30mins of walking, when I reached my office - I sweat.. LOL

Most of the time I had sandwich for lunch and my colleagues always brought their own lunch box to eat.. So far there are only the 3 of us in the office.. They are being nice to me.. =) Everyday I make coffee in the office - from there I learn how to use a coffee machine.. hahaha.. and I love making coffee.. =P I will get a coffee machine one day..

Here is a photo of what I cooked for dinner yesterday. hehehe. It is called - Chicken with baked potatoes and mushroom. It does not taste really good. =P but, I will try to improve the taste next time.



After work, when I reached home I will have my dinner and try to watch some TVB drama at the same time. Currently I am watching a drama series called Only You. It's all about how to plan a wedding and relationships between human which includes - Family, Friends and Lover. It shows a lot of beautiful wedding gown. I wish I could wear it one day. LOL

So basically that's how my daily life in Birmingham. Tomorrow is Easter Day - one of the Bank Holidays in UK, I got day off. =) Hope everyone have a good weekend ahead.

The 'Day' is Approaching..

These days I was occupied with high volume of workload and I realised that I have not started to pack anything into my luggage yet. Just in case you are not aware, I will be heading to Birmingham on next Friday - 15th April 2011 and my luggage is still empty. OH GOSH!

At the end of March, I was being asked by my team lead if I would like to give it a try to work in UK because currently there are many UK projects coming in and there is insufficient human resources in UK at the moment. However, I was not informed about the exact duration of work period and also the allowance. (I was quite dissappointed when they told me that I only will have 20 pounds daily - No more LV jor!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!) Before that, I recalled that I rejected the offer three times before they told me about that I need to stay in Birmingham for at least 4 months. Somehow or rather I was influenced by the persuasion of my team lead. LOL. And at the same time I do feel like giving myself a try to experience a different working culture in UK. I guess this is how my decision being made. So here I go. =)

At first, I think most of my friends and family are worried for me because I will be travelling alone and I will be all by myself to survive in UK throughout the 5 months of stay. I know I am going to feel lonely and I know I am going to cry!!! XD
In fact, I am a crying baby. LOL. I know I will be going to work by public transport or maybe walking. I might be having breakfast/lunch/dinner by myself. I will do shopping on my own also. Travel maybe? LOL. As of now, I think there are a lot of uncertainties. I don't know what to expect when I was there, but I guess I just need to prepare myself for it.

I told someone that I am a good 'Adapter'.. LOL.. I just gotta have faith in myself.. Please pray hard for me!! :D

I will keep everyone posted about my life in Birmingham!! xoxo

Life..

Last Friday, Tsunami and Earthquake hit Japan. It happened in the afternoon when I was still busy working on my project. At first I thought, Japan is a very advance country, it should be able to handle such situation and earthquake is kinda common to them also. After work, my sis and I drove back to Ipoh. My parents cook us some lamb stew for dinner, it was delicious indeed. While we were having our dinner, we switch to CNN and it was showing how badly Japan was being destroyed by earthquake.

At that moment, I felt so upset. People will never ever be able to fight against the nature. Human's biggest fear should be natural disaster because you cannot stop it from happening.

Somehow, I do not understand why there are still idiots who are fighting for this and that and some even warring because of religion matter. *sigh* I guess I will never understand. To me, all religions/beliefs are good because religion will never ask you to fight around with others or kill others in order to get something. It will only ask you to do 'Good'. WAR is definitely BAD. ONLY human itself, never really interpret the true meaning behind its religion and started those 'war'. It looks like never ending. I guess probably have to wait until the end of the world, then everything will return to zero and restart all over again.

Ever since tragedy of Japan happens, everyone keep saying 'Pray Hard for Japan'.. Of course, we will pray for Japan. Apart from that, please cherish and appreaciate every single moment that you have on this earth. Try to be nicer to everyone or even your pet at home.

I hope everyone can stay healthy & cheerful always. Although Life is unpredictable and sometimes life seems to be fragile. Please stay positive because you will never know what is waiting for you in the future. =)

God Blessed Japan..

Happy Chap Goh Mei

What a day!!!!!!!! I forgot when was the last time gastric visited me. However, tonight I finally get to taste the pain again. The pain even makes me forget my blog password and I have to reset the password. =S

In case you are wondering why I still able to update my blog, the pain makes me stay awake and music can definitely ease my pain. Would you believe it? =)

Bumped into an article that I would like share:-

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Somebody once told me that “Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong….it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from here… you’ll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a “right person” for you.

Don’t rush things…. coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you.” You can never be perfect… the person you love can never be perfect too…but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God….. that’s why we have marriage.. it’s a bond not only between you and your loved one…. but also with God.

Our relationships fail not because (s)he’s not the right person….it’s because we expected too much and we decided on our own. Let God do the work… you may call it waiting time…. but while you are waiting… pray. Let God guide you always… He knows better. No, He knows best. Love is not what you think it is….

Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined.

when we think we’re in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase: “You are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received…” After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say “You are the biggest mistake I’ve ever made for my entire life!!!”. Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?

Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises “Forever, Till Death do us apart, etc.” would end up “Never” and “We should part ways, I’m no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!” Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust too drops down to zero degree.

“S/He ain’t the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come.” But the big question anyone could not answer is “Is she/he the right one?” “When is the right time?” That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer. Don’t be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are and what you really want in a relationship. You’re right, There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there’s a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you’re too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don’t give it a try. You’ll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made.If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don’t go deeper into it. You’ll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life. It’s really hard to say goodbye though, but you can’t make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention.Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself.

More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason. We call it love when we can’t leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it’s just pity. We call it love when we’re too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we’re too much dependent on them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave, no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, it’s just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn’t something you can buy nor beg. It is real and existing. You can’t touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can’t find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don’t forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

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What do you think? =) I do think GOD have plan for everyone of us, and there are things that we cannot changed. Sometimes something might be fated, but I believed our thinking and our action could make things better and brighter!!! =)

Tomorrow is Chap Goh Mei - Lunar Valentine's Day.

Hereby, I wish those who are attached can stay happily together whereas for those who is single can meet their true love soon.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Love,
Hor Mei