A month later

Time flies.. Someone that I really loved has passed away for a month.. She has been accompanied me since the day I was born.. I hope she has gone to somewhere that will bring her peace..

Tonight I recalled a friend told me to go home and see her for the one last time while she was still in hospital.. That time, I made a decision not to go back.. Now, I doubted if I have done the right decision.. It doesn't matter anymore because I will not be able to see her again.

There are many things that had happened and we cannot turn back time..

I know life has to go on.. That's what I keep telling myself in all these year.. And we actually have a choice to choose to stay happy or complain about your life.. Everyone has a choice.. Sometimes I agree with that statement but sometimes not..

There are many things on this world that we cannot just choose.. Somehow we are left with no options but to accept..

Or should I say we are trying to make ourselves to accept things with 'positive' attitude? Just to make ourselves and others to feel better.. In fact, we knew that things won't get any better in the end but somehow we still 'convince' our heart/mind to accept it with 'positive' attitude.. So that we look more 'saint'.. Why must we lied to ourselves? I wish to be myself sometimes.. Just like tonight..

Someone told me that you are a very positive person.. I smiled and walked away..
:)

Chemor popo

My Chemor Popo has admitted to hospital due to breathing difficulties. After checking, doctor said that her body got attacked by virus except her heart. She encountered multiple organ failure but the only healthy organ is the heart. She is now in ICU under treatment.

Please pray hard for my dearest popo and may GOD give her the strength to recover soon.



Popo, we love you very much.. Please get well soon..

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Keep trying TRying TRRRRRYING!!!!
I am going to make it MAke It MAKEEEE IT!!!!

Drinking solo

It's raining tonight.. I've just finished 2 bottles of Hoegaarden.. I bought 4 bottles of Hoegaarden only for 5 pounds.. Isn't that amazingly cheap? LOL.. Let's see if I can finish them in just one night..

Stranger Again?!

Recently, I saw a video called 'Stranger again' on facebook. It was showing that most couples will break up eventually after honey moon years and ended up become stranger again. Do you believe that?

There are people who has the thinking of 'nobody knows what will happen in the future' and based on this statement - they are hesitating to share their promise with the one they loved which is pitiful. And yet, after breaking up, they want to start a new relationship with another person because they thought that that is the best way to get rid of the past. Do you have the same thought like them?

Food for thought.

Life in Birmingham

Hmmm.. I have been staying in Birmingham, UK for exactly a week.. I want to share some of my life details in Birmingham.

Every morning I walk to work with my Ipod and it takes about 30mins to reach my workplace.. I am trying to get used to the walking distance because I need to carry a backpack which having my laptop and charger inside, also I am wearing a couple of layers because of the cold weather.. So I need extra strength for that.. =) However, even if the weather is cold but after 30mins of walking, when I reached my office - I sweat.. LOL

Most of the time I had sandwich for lunch and my colleagues always brought their own lunch box to eat.. So far there are only the 3 of us in the office.. They are being nice to me.. =) Everyday I make coffee in the office - from there I learn how to use a coffee machine.. hahaha.. and I love making coffee.. =P I will get a coffee machine one day..

Here is a photo of what I cooked for dinner yesterday. hehehe. It is called - Chicken with baked potatoes and mushroom. It does not taste really good. =P but, I will try to improve the taste next time.



After work, when I reached home I will have my dinner and try to watch some TVB drama at the same time. Currently I am watching a drama series called Only You. It's all about how to plan a wedding and relationships between human which includes - Family, Friends and Lover. It shows a lot of beautiful wedding gown. I wish I could wear it one day. LOL

So basically that's how my daily life in Birmingham. Tomorrow is Easter Day - one of the Bank Holidays in UK, I got day off. =) Hope everyone have a good weekend ahead.

The 'Day' is Approaching..

These days I was occupied with high volume of workload and I realised that I have not started to pack anything into my luggage yet. Just in case you are not aware, I will be heading to Birmingham on next Friday - 15th April 2011 and my luggage is still empty. OH GOSH!

At the end of March, I was being asked by my team lead if I would like to give it a try to work in UK because currently there are many UK projects coming in and there is insufficient human resources in UK at the moment. However, I was not informed about the exact duration of work period and also the allowance. (I was quite dissappointed when they told me that I only will have 20 pounds daily - No more LV jor!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!) Before that, I recalled that I rejected the offer three times before they told me about that I need to stay in Birmingham for at least 4 months. Somehow or rather I was influenced by the persuasion of my team lead. LOL. And at the same time I do feel like giving myself a try to experience a different working culture in UK. I guess this is how my decision being made. So here I go. =)

At first, I think most of my friends and family are worried for me because I will be travelling alone and I will be all by myself to survive in UK throughout the 5 months of stay. I know I am going to feel lonely and I know I am going to cry!!! XD
In fact, I am a crying baby. LOL. I know I will be going to work by public transport or maybe walking. I might be having breakfast/lunch/dinner by myself. I will do shopping on my own also. Travel maybe? LOL. As of now, I think there are a lot of uncertainties. I don't know what to expect when I was there, but I guess I just need to prepare myself for it.

I told someone that I am a good 'Adapter'.. LOL.. I just gotta have faith in myself.. Please pray hard for me!! :D

I will keep everyone posted about my life in Birmingham!! xoxo