Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Kuching Trip

Just came back from Kuching this afternoon. WOW. It was my first time to visit Kuching town and it was also my first time on Business Travelling. hehehe. 'Biz Travel' = Sounds pro! LOL!!

I was travelling with my GM and TL in this trip. It was a totally fresh and good experience. The objective of visiting Kuching this round is to meet up with prospect of WMS. At the same time, we were there to discuss the enhancement projects with our existing customer - Mr. Ma. He explained to us on how to manage a warehouse - starting from receiving orders, picking goods, packing goods, invoicing until delivery. Aside from that, he is such a good person and he gave us the best hospitality ever. He brought us to taste some delicious localties of Sarawak food and he gave us every ride to everywhere. =) A BIG THANKSS to him!

During the 3 days 2 nights trip, I have forgotten that I have a test plan on 23rd with a customer in AU. The customer got really frustrated when he received my out of office response and he called up to AU office and look for me. I feel very very bad because it was my fault and the testing has to be postponed because of my carelessness. =( I tell myself that I cannot make such mistake again!

However, I am grateful because I gained good experiences from this trip. =) I have to thank my TL for giving me such an exposure on how to deal with a customer. She told me that 'next time' I will be the one who do it. LOL. Hopefully, one day I can be like her. hehe.

Some photos to share as below:


Sarawak View from our hotel





Kuching Town





Sarawak Laksa! Drools! With Kuey Chap somemore! LOL



Some of the famous localties




生肉面! I ate alot of pork slices in this few days!





"Midin" - Sarawak Special! They are wild!



Our Bed Room! Finally can sleep!



Living hall of our apartment



First day of arrival - we had lunch at the famous Kuey Zhap shop! lol.


Mr. Ma told me that the major population in Sarawak is Iban and Kadazan then followed by Chinese. There is a minority of Malays but there is only a few Indians around. No wonder most of the Sarawakians love PORK so much. You can find PORK almost everywhere. LOL.

Alright. I'm getting really tired by now. It's bed time. Goodnight. =)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

please go away...

Long time never felt such pain before. Even charcoal doesn't give me any help. Sigh. sigh. sigh.

Pain pain pain.. please go away from me.. =(

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Tired

I am very grateful about the 'Day' is finally coming. =)

However, I am feeling tired these days.. and I really don't feel well.. Hmmmm.. I wonder what's wrong with my brain and body..

Oh God, please help me with this. I don't want to fall sick within these 2 weeks!! Sigh.

I will go to bed now.

Oyasumi..

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Am I deserve a second chance?

Story of Love,

These days, I am sorry because I didn't talk much with you. I am stressed at work. That's why I always feel tired after work and I wouldn't want to make any conversation with you. At the same time, I feel that you are always upset these days and you need me to cheer you up. I know the reason that you're upset could be I am not beside you. I am sorry love because sometimes I really don't have the strength to do so. I am so sorry. Today I was trying to say something honest to you but I think it hurts you deeply.

There was once you insist that you would like to call me or you would love me to call you after work for at least 5mins chat. Then, I asked love: "Do you really want to hear my grumpy/angry voice? Wouldn't that makes you even upset after listening? But, if you still want me to call, I will call you then". Love answered with a little bit of hope:"Of course. We are couple, I would love to hear your voice regardless when you are feeling happy or sad. I love you". Love thinks that couple should to be like this. Then I asked love again:"What if I don't want to talk to you?. Love didn't answer anything because all the while what she has been thinking was somehow incorrect. Love felt heart breaking. Love cried every night because she couldn't figure out what she has done wrong. I knew she cried but somehow I couldn't help much. I told Love that it's not her fault and please don't cry anymore. Everytime, I heard Love crying, it makes me upset too.

Again, I told Love:" I felt that you have changed these days. I think you are being pampered by me and I can feel that you have turned into a quite emotional person too (all the while). Do you know I am getting tired of talking to you because I always need to 'tum' you in almost every conversation? Love, I need to let you know that sometimes I really do not have the strength to do so because I have a lot to do at work and I am stressed at work. Please understand. I Love You."

Love really processed what I've told her. However, Love feels sad because Love doesn't realise since when I have been no longer like to listen to her voice. Love is thinking what she has done wrong these days? Love shed piles of tears because she didn't know why are this happening and what she has done to make all this shit happens. Right now, Love is getting worried because she is afraid that one day I might felt tired of loving her. Love is feeling heart breakig and yet unsecured. All the words that I've told Love are still swirling in her mind which cause her sleepless nights.

Love.. love.. love.. please stay with me.. I am sorry for what I've said or done to you my love. I believed we are going through a transition period.. I am trying to make things better again. Love, please let me to provide you security and my love again.. Please give me a chance to help you to re-gain your trust in me again. I love you.

~The End of Story~