Story Sharing..

Most of the time, friends around find her as a Happy Go Lucky Girl... Because she always put a nice smile on her face at most of the time... In fact, she is not... All these years, there are countless times at night, which she found herself crying all alone... She started all this when she was 15... because things are getting a little complicated for her... She started to pray hard since then... She has this little secret where she doesn't want anybody to know... including her close friends and family... She knew that one day she needs to make the decision...

Sometimes, the girl is optimistic but sometimes she will pull herself downnnnnnnnn...
Sometimes, it is just too hard for the girl to believe that things are going to change eventually... However, sometimes she does believe that things are going to work out just fine... How contradicting? I guess she is just got used to this kind of thinking...

I always tell her that she has to take the first step in order to move on... If not, she will be stucked at the current situation endlessly... This girl is very forgetful.. She has to be reminded frequently that she is one of the lucky girls in the world as she doesn't have to worry about food, money or a shelter to stay in.. By the time she is awared, she will convince herself and try to tell herself eagerly that she should feel grateful about all the things that she is having right now... At the same time, she will start thinking a little wiser.. Hope..

For this girl, there is always a little Hope inside her... Sometimes, this little Hope can be enlightened by a person or things or incidents that she encountered... She believes in miracle because she is hoping that there will be one... She also knew that miracle won't happen easily just by wishing without putting any effort...

I believe everyone of us has their own problems.. And as we grow older, we may find things are getting a little difficult for us regardless of work, relationship or family/friends and we might not be able to handle it appropriately at the moment.. However, I believe that until the time is through, we will be able to make it...

To all my friends out there, please stay tough and don't give up on your dreams or what you are pursuing right now... I don't know what will happen to this girl eventually.. I'll just wish her good luck and hope that she will not give up easily..

Today is a very special day 20102010, it means 20th October in year 2010.. I think it only happens once in a life time.. And it is my mom's birthday also.. Happy Birthday Mommy! :) I wish everyone has a great day ahead.. Let's try to make everyday a special one..

Goodnight World.. =)